Transparent Moment

Transparent Moment: some days I just want to give up, let go.  Over whelmed with life. Frustrated by lost. Feelings of failure, not good enough, not deserving, and inadequate. I cry, loudly, hoping that the sounds would somehow drown out the noise that's between my ears, that reminds me I'm just human. Broken. I pray often and I trust God wholeheartedly. I know He hears me. I know that He has already ordered my steps and even still at times I have an emotional breakdown. I often remind myself that Christ lives in me. That I'm more than a conquer. That it's okay to cry but not to drown in my tears. That I have everything that I'll ever need in Him. He's my greater. I speak life to myself.