Monday, October 5, 2015

Transparent Moment

Transparent Moment: some days I just want to give up, let go.  Over whelmed with life. Frustrated by lost. Feelings of failure, not good enough, not deserving, and inadequate. I cry, loudly, hoping that the sounds would somehow drown out the noise that's between my ears, that reminds me I'm just human. Broken. I pray often and I trust God wholeheartedly. I know He hears me. I know that He has already ordered my steps and even still at times I have an emotional breakdown. I often remind myself that Christ lives in me. That I'm more than a conquer. That it's okay to cry but not to drown in my tears. That I have everything that I'll ever need in Him. He's my greater. I speak life to myself.

Thursday, October 1, 2015

what are we?

I just want to share my life with you. Engage in intelligent meaningful conversation with you. I just want to know that I'm not in this alone. Even though some days all I feel is alone. What is living  life to the fullest? How can we occupy the same space without clouding each other's space? If my opinion or way of living does not fit into your concept of how things should be done, is that my fault? Will I no longer be able to enjoy our time together because I'm different? I guess time will tell...